Friday, April 08, 2005
back To blaWgIng again.. hAd a hectic wEek sHoo did nOT haV a chance to blawG.. –
hAd loTsa TesT gOing on recently.. this wEek I Had aCcounts aNd ecOns.. n iTs Not home aCoNs.. To hIGhigHt to sOMe bLurRy HUhs?? HeEx… naH kIddin.. sEe MS zEe!! I’ve an ExplanaTion.. J
wEllS..StaYing On MY owN away fROm MY family aNd friends haS gOt mi thinking.. is this thE waY it sHld bE?? gUEsS GoD is bRInginG Me to wHere hE wants Mi tO be.. HaVe gOne through thE Week withouHt HavINg God included in aNY of mY activities.. hMm.. caN I really rUn withoUht Him?? Is IT an illusion?? Am I rUnniNG this race wITh my owN streNghth Or abilitIEs?? aM I reaLly living each daY aS it cOMes bY?? iS gOIng to church aLl aBt a routiNE thing fOR a chrisTian?? gUESs hE’s dONe enUff fOr mi To sHow that hE’s really thE kINg of kINgs..- laying bUrdEns dOwn.. aT thE foot of The cRosS – sOMetIMEs I jUSt asK God.. ‘wHy dO eUu leT mE gO oFf on mY own??’ wHy dO euU gIve Me a cHoice?? don’t!! take that fReedOm oF cHoice aWay fRom ME.. You r thE one EVERLASTING.. ur the one wHo fOrmed MY heart lONg b4 mY bIRth.. n wHy dO thE things aRd mi sTill cause mE to bE cOld towards u.. – drawing back to EUu –
hmM.. kinDa typing this aFtEr I’ve dOne assignments On Job sEeking sKills.. makes Mi wOndEr.. wOnt It bE faR More fantastic to learn God sEekINg sKills instead?? gEts mE caught into thE money making whole tAt wE live in.. dOEs MonEy really make to world Go rounD?? yeaH. monEy’s making thE wOrld sPin sHoo fast that we’re All in a daze.. rIGht?? Tell MI im ryTE..
yeS.. I dO need u..vwHEre else can I gO. thEres No other waY.. capture Mi wITh GRacE.. cOme To mY rescue…
wElls..lisTenINg to a sONg Now..
(this wOrld has nothing for ME
gOnna fOllow You..)
wEnt fIShINg at 4.30 todaY.. haD a gud time bUt dId not mangaGe to catch anything today..gUEsS its starting to sHow taT many things that we gO after r things that r Not sUre n steady… things that we sOo dearly hOpe oR hOld On to.. wEn there is sOmEoNE wHom wE caN placE our total confidence n trust in..sOMeone wHu is ever present wITh hIS unfailing love…
J
hmM.. cant believe im acT. going to save this into my thumb-drive And adD everything into MY bLAwG laTa tOnyte.. haRHas.. I laY it dOWn.. surrendering all tO u…leT gO n gIve it tO U..
- a vaPoUr in The wInd. . . Still U hear me wHen I’m calling –
- a fLOwEr qUicKLy fading, hEre in daY n gOne tomorrow
- a wave tossed in thE ocean , sTil u catch Me wHen I’m falling.. ( wHo aM i?? )
- I aM Yours!!!!
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