Thursday, June 30, 2005
3 wEEks OF holS have jus gone back.. time hAS really flown past ever since I came back on thE 14 of juNE… wEll.. things that I eNJoy normally doesn’t last long.. thE 3 weeks was really a time that I was able to catch up on things.. fRens,family and also my cousin who came back a week ago.. thinking back on thE many crazy stuff that we did during our teenage days.. gosh- time really flies.. I’m startin to feel older now as im starting to reallise my sec sch days are over.. OVER!!! The truth is.. I really have no idea where most of my buddies have gone to.. have not gotten the time to contact them yet too.. well.. hope n pray that they r doing jus fine and that they’re jus too busy to contact me becus of their bUSie schedule…
Oh.. n yes. Forgot to talk abt the many stupid things my cousin aaron and I did wen we were little.. we met relatively often because we were stayin in the same condo.. went to the gym together.. our chin-up craze at that time.. pushing ourselves to the limits.. hmm.. did like 16? Yeah.. 16 chin ups before I left sec sch.. yea.. was only able to do like 8 before I came back.. think becos I gained like 6 kg within that 3 months.. n its back to 13 wen I did em with rayson during the youth retreat.. cOME to think of it. My weeks here have been rather enjoyable.. well, also,God’s given talent as a guitarist.. has also led me to share of his great works in my life… being able to share this gift that he has given me.. Friends would ask me.. how r u able to handle the guitar so well? Its definitely not the guitar? Cos I played on it n it din sound as nice.. well guys, it’s a talent that God has given me and im sharing it with you.. always tot to myself.. hey.. this might be something I can use to show how gud I m or how diff a guitarist I m.. but I’ve come to realize the responsibilities in having sucha gift… being able to show of God’s unfailing love in my life.. of how he has turned the many difficult and unhappy times in my life into the times where I can really luk back n reflect on his unfailing love for me…yeaH.. guitar classes were in fact. Part of my break here..
N yes.. being able to spend some time talking to my lil sista was something I enjoyed too.. also to make up for the time I’ve been away.. harhas.. I mean.. not that she wus brotherless.. cos she has a really cute brother.. ryte?? Yeah.. n a cute sista too.. matilda! My idol/.. warharhas.. yea… n also spending time talking to the youth during the retreat last week.. can say not that my time spent on going to church have not been wasted.. prasing n worshiping the almighty one up above who has brought me this far.. as far as my life is concern.. protecting me from fights and anything that wus about to come my way..
Well.. life has been like a car.. moving with the flow, the traffic.. Pushin myself to the limit turning through the narrow and dark alleys of life… also getting myself into deeptrouble when headlights go bust… wells… lifes gotta be better than this.. n it Is now cos the one above loves me so.. FOREVER HE IS FAITHFUL, FOREVER. . .
living all for Him………
Amazing love…. How can it be? That u my king wLD die for me.. Amazing love I noe its true, n Its my joy to honor you in all I do.. I’LL HONOR YOU. aMazed by U..
