NeMo ParadISe

2007-07-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

THOP youth! alright... not all of them tho(: what's mark lookin at?? hmmm.. . .

2007-07-02T08:37:00.002-07:00

take a good look guys! our very own sojourner's chef! He's 100% wired to the wok too(: muahah... SAM sam sam. . .

2007-07-02T08:37:00.001-07:00

this was taken sometime back at my birthday bbq(: yupp.. waYyy bACk! dont they just look adorable?/

2007-07-01T20:32:00.000-07:00

decided to come to work in the morning today.. which is a really rare thing because i'd normally want to wake up alte n take my time to get ready b4 coming to work since i have an option(: life's getting better here in army.. well.. thank God.. took breakfast with my parents then my mum gave me a lift to camp.. she'd be taking the car to the workshop to get it fixed.. she smashed the bumper against the pillar at our condo.. was telling my parent that they have to preserve the car before i actually get my hands on it.(: well.. thats if God somehow let me pass my final prac in oct. well.. we'll see..

it was.. hmm.. lets see.. on fri? or thurs? cant remember now.. went running at the park.. met my friend at the swimming pool wen i was on my way home. so he decided to ask me along for lunch.. since i didnt have lunch at home i agreed. n so he drove me to sin ming area for some rice n dishes. then we headed to thomson as i need to get some swimming stuff.. when we were coming out of the carpark.... he collided with another car in front of him.. he was clearing his blind spot while his car was rolling forward.. i was shouting at him but it was too late.. my next instinct was to pull his hand brake but.. BIG 'BUT'.. it happened too fast. so we came down n did the neccesary stuff.. too each others particulars n stuff.

felt really sorry for him.. we merely went out for a simple lunch n all this had to happen.. moments after, he dropped me at the bus stop opposite thomson plaza.. had to meet a friend at vivo.. saw my mum driving past wen i was waiting for the bus.. so i called her on her mobile just to say hi n ask her where she was heading.. n guess WHAT? she bumped the car at home.... asked her how she did that.. she blamed the car for not giving her early signals.. n i was like.. mum, our car only has rear sensors.. there are no corner sensors.. then she was like, aiya whatever la.. my mum's a really scary driver.. cant really fall asleep when she's driving... ok.. maybe at times when im at the back seat... :/

oh! its 12 already! time to leave work! see.. thats what i wait for everyday... come to work.. slack, eat sleep and do whatever that keeps me away from the clock.. never imagined my life in army would be of such relaxation n enjoyment.. taking my lil bro to catch transformers at amk hub.. watching it for the second time.. well.. mum needs me to baby sit him today.. so. probably taking my afternoon nap in the cinema..(:

to all in sec sch... HAPPY YOUTH DAY! & enjoy your holiday to the fullest(:

2007-06-20T09:23:00.003-07:00

woke up at 5.30 today n rushed my way down to east coast.. there i was getting ready for the 21km time trial.. little did i know it was abt to turn out bad.. confidently i started of the run with the rest of my team mates.. we all started off at a comfortable pace.. at my 12 km mark i started to feel a little fatique... i carried on running n running.. 14km i had to stop by the side to throw out... the first thing that came to my mind was that it was abt to affect my timing... i told myself that my run was ruined!! that means i had loads of training to do this week to get my fitness back.. guess theres more to it than just running te 21km.. there were many thoughts that came to my mind... am i running at the right pace? should i start opening up? shld i stay safe n comfortable n conserve for the end? shld i run at a faster constant pace all the way?? now i fully understand why they call it YOUR RUN! i have to start knowing my run.. hopefully by the next few weeks... sigh..

gotta go for now! have a 14km run tmr morning(: take care peeps!

2007-06-20T09:23:00.002-07:00

2007-06-20T09:23:00.001-07:00

STARFIELD: FILLED WITH YOUR GLORY

BOO!

2007-06-20T09:23:00.000-07:00

ok.. lets see.. how shall i begin.. life has been really exciting & unpredictable... well.. thats exactly why im living such an exciting life.. especially with the recent near death accident.. Thankful that God kept me safe & that he was actually thinking of me.. Just amazes me! *your love is amazin, steady & unchanging your love is a mountain, firm beneath my feeet!* he never fails to rescue me in my hour of need..

im currently attached to 2PDF's running team.. training hard for the coming half marathon... so its.. run run run & run... my way to ORD! alRRrIGHT! life's never been better! actually paid to keep fit..(:

so yea...

2006-10-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

i'm bAck fRom i duNo whr aLso... thIs bloG lo()ks abaNd0n, buT no woRries, i'm baCk... hav3n beeN ar0und in chUrcH much, waS busy, is buSy, n stIll goIng to be busY..

2006-05-28T05:39:00.000-07:00

bO()oho! baCk agaIN.. gOT obdUcTeD bY aLiens! bRoUGht baCk lots Of aliEn gUddIEs too! (: warhaha.. anH.. have beEn real bUSy wIth arMy n sTuff.. URBAN OPS is finally heREe.. trained in swat operations have aways been my dream since i was littLE.. dreams do come true.. well, not all the time tho..

jus finished my 32 km route march,rivercrossing n live range all at once. thats my last painful event for the year.. the blisters are killing me.. argh! well.. its all part & parcel of becoming a tough soldier.. jus love being tortured.. jus like being pushed to my limits..

hope to catch up with friends u reading this soon.. see Yar arD peePs!(; takkaIRE! lil dElisE n claIRE! adorable kidS

2005-11-01T00:48:00.000-08:00

- oh how many times have i broken ur heart, still u forgive if only i ask.. and how many times have u heard me pray.. DRAW NEAR TO [ME].. & everything i need is [YOU]im back! bOohoO! RETURN OF THE BLOGGING POACHING PEEPS.. luk into my tag & see how many people are after me! Those are the people i musnt meet when im out.. haha... well well.. guess my hols have been rather fun.. guess most of my time had been spent on tanning tanning and more tanning! went to WILD WILD WET with my youth group last weekend and we had a great time.. esp. those people who were sitting comfortably in their floats and waiting for the other to do the job..[JOB] pull the whole goup of them out into the front of the wave as it gets drifted to the shallow waters... we came down the slides and stuff.. and not forgetting.. *dont read this {aloud}* & we played in the kids corner.. THE PLAYGROUND. . . yes yes. you heard me.. the water playground in wild wild wet.. my gudness.. Guess singapore has to build something for our age.. it was rather er.. embarrassing to see big people entering and running around with the kids..(: haha.. well.. maybe they were practicing trying to be diff.. haha.. dont we have to be *different* as christians? haha.. guess they were practicing it..(: EXCUSES! warhaha.. and samantha LOW ONE WAY WILL GO! BUT U PLAYED ALONG WITH US! *smacks forehead*
warhaha..well well...thats all folks!.(:

2005-10-23T16:28:00.000-07:00

sigh- there goes another weekend! time passes real fast when you're having loads of fun.. guess its the opposite for the people taking O's(: ... but its alright pals.. gonna be over soon.. b4 u noe it.. *poof*.. its done..

Starting work today.. Sigh.. lets hope its not going to be stressful at work and hopefully time passes as fast..

NS NAPFA is like two more days away.. & its really scary knowing ive not really prepared for it..
Hopefully i'll be able to run as fast as ever and maybe at least doing 3/4 the no. of pull-ups..

2005-09-19T01:15:00.000-07:00

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm
I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true
[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

2005-09-17T23:14:00.000-07:00

Caught in the half-light, I'm caught alone
Waking up to the sunrise and the radio
Feels like I'm tied up, what's holding me?
Just praying today will be the day I go free
I want to live like there's no tomorrow
I want to dance like no one's around
I want to sing like nobody's listening
Before I lay my body down
I want to give like I have plenty
I want to love like I'm not afraid
I want to be the man I was meant to be
I want to be the way I was made
Made in Your likeness, made with Your hands
Made to discover who You are and who I am
All I've forgotten help me to find
All that You've promised let it be in my life ( Chris Tomlin )

2005-09-17T02:29:00.000-07:00

weehEee* at a friend's place near sch now.. we sortof partyin n stuff.. but apparently i've gotta run.. attending a concert tonight.. well.. we played games n sutff.. BIG2? black jack?

-big sigh.. exams r around the corner.. argh! well.. its only gonna be another week od grueling studyin.. so yea.. All the way out then!

yea.. gotta run now.. Gonna be late... tata fer now(:

£signin off
> bdn

2005-09-15T01:41:00.001-07:00

# dear heavenly father, bless brandon with lotsa lotsa wisdom for his upcoming exams. Eggs are nutritious, full of protein, so please make him eat more. . . *WRITTEN by zilin

Thanks zee for that prayer.. n yea.. kind advice u have there(: haha

OK.. Feelin the pressure now.. Really getting all stressed up.. Gotta start memorizing definition.. COMPUTER definition... arh- erms.. 150 over definitions! argh- Give me brain juice!

Chorus:
i will sing to u in the shelter of ur wings.. surrounded by ur favour oh god..i will sing,u're my refuge.. I WILL SING. . .- Reuben Morgan/ Album: World Thru Your Eyes

HOLDIN on TO UR PROMISES AS U CARRY ME. . .
THE ROAD'S LONG N TIRING.. AS ALVIN ALWAYS SAY.. PEDDLE TO THE FINISH(:
OH YeaH!

-Bdern
WAD ALL ARD FADES BEFORE YOUR VERY EYES#

2005-09-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

2005-09-13T02:18:00.000-07:00

A SUPERB HAIL STARTED YESTERDAY WHEN I WAS WATCHING ' Beauty & the Beast' with my coussies.. littlE cubes of icE were falling from the sky.. Superb view.. And it was super noisy cus all the ice were like falling directly on the roof.. n it was making soo much noice..
The garden was filled with ice n also out in the front of the house.. So i went outside to experience how it was like to get hit by a hail.. little painful tho.. haha.. If only they were bigger.. Wld be knocking people out..

and yeah.. just came back from a hair cut.. Dont ask me how it was.. CAUSE IT WAS... DISA. . ..
DisAsTrOuS that waS! yea.. but its alright.. should grow back soon.. bet evil sam's ;laughin behind my back now! & im right! *duncH lie to urself sam!* $20 for a 10 minutes cut! so fast.. he wus LIke.. *cut cut cut*.. OK! done! merely had a chance to see him cut.. warharhas.. oh my(: but it's alright.. it was super dumb cut i had.. & he had to help me wax up my hair n make me luk even more dumb! gUdnEss gRacIoUS! whOSE gonna lUk at mE aniwaY.. examS are coming n i dont think i wld be styling my hair to sch too. so yeaH..

aWw* liTTLe claiRE lOOks superbLY cUTe in her 4 year old pictures..

was reading samantha low 'one way' s posted bulletin on friendster just now & it made me laugh like mad.. sam! Keep it at low profile you dummy! u wouldnt want people holdin knifes during service do u?haha & yea.. sorry.. ITS SAM.. NOT SAME.. alright. as u always say.. TYPO LARH!haha
(:

OkIEs dOKEs. thats all for now! tataas. . .>>>

bdn

2005-09-09T19:53:00.000-07:00

HERE AM I, ALL OF ME, TAKE MY LIFE... ITS ALL FOR YOU-[PASSION BAND]

well well.. Life for me is going a little 'woohoo'. yea.. Have like an Econs test next week.. and i've barely touched it. Not including the homework for next week's classes.. And exams are in like 2 weeks time.. argh!! Alright.. I shall be calm & know that he is GOD.. yEp yeP..

SO GIVE US CLEAN HANDS & GIVE US PURE HEART,LET US NOT LIVE OUR SOULS TO ANOTHER... OH GOD LET US BE A GENERATION THAT SEEKS.. WHO SEEKS YOUR FACE OH GOD OF JACOB. .- [CHRIS TOMLIN]

well.. the week has been rather repetitive.. Cos i din have time to do fun stuff.. YEP.. Was asked to go clubing n stuff but i din have the time.. MAybe after exams or sumthin.. yea.. sigh- Good thing aniwaes cos there have been many stuff going on in PUBs.. Arguments, fights & even gunshots.. Thankful that i'm still alive for the many times i chill out with frens in the city.. Well.. believe that someone's watchin n of cus protectin me from stuff.. well, even though i may ot notice n also leave him aside.. But well.. HE'S UNFAILING LOVE FOR ME IS INDESCRIBABLE. . .

AND yeah.. alright.. here's a little story.. Erms.. i was about to go back from the city, walking beside the train station towards the bus interchange.. & then this ABO guy came up to me asking me.. " Do you have some $ to spare me to catch a TRAIN home? " And i was like.. alright how much is 'SOME?'
And he was like giving me that look. LIKE' er.. OF CUZ EVERYTHING U HAVE? So i was like.. ok.. since you cant come out with a number i shall give you $2..(which i didn't want to)[ cOs ABO's dont normally pay for transport FEES.. NOT BEING RACIST,BUT THEY R ReALLY A PAIN IN THE ASS. .] Sorry but that had ta come out.. (comin' late for classes n being idiots in class..JUS HAVTA LIVE WITH IT DONT I?OH FINE) n yea.. And when i placed the $2 on his palm he stared at me again.. That really was already my last straw boy.. *was really about to tell him that if he wasnt too happy about it then its too bad.. WANNA PICK A FIGHT ON A LITTLE CHINA BOY? SIGH- was like bashing the hell outta him in mY heaD.. SweaR i did!
but nah.. Shall be nice & not. . . .(: & so with a heart of COMPASSION.., i gave him another $5..
DOT ASK ME WHY.. cos i din noe why i did that for.. Maybe its becos of the many things that i have been blessed with.. Why fuss over a tiny fraction of what God has given me? yep..

*leads me to anothER sonG(:
*SO BLESSED I CANT CONTAIN IT,SO MUCH I'VE GOTTA GIVE IT AWAY,YOUR LOVE HAS TAUGHT ME TA LIVE NOW.. YOU ARE MORE THAN ENOUGH FOR ME
-TITLE: ONE DAY ARTIST: HILLSONG

oh well thats all folks..
AINT NO FORREST GUMP DIRECTER!! (:haha
yep.. tata-
bDN-
-adEiu-

2005-09-06T06:36:00.000-07:00

siGH-
Jus maDE sOMEone upsET dIN i?yEp/.. beT i Did... dIN waNNA MAKE u fEEl thIS waY,all UpsEt n sTuff.. noE thE waY u fEEl aboUt ME.. yEp.. i dO.. tRieD to deTER all thE hINTs n sTufff.. Do gEt iT anIwaES.. yEp.. NOt bLUR n sTuff IF u tOT i waS(:

yea.. Its JUS thAt im NOT reaDY n sTuff.. n appareNTLY MY liFE's bEEn a rolLER coaSTER.. u'll neveR noE thE upS n dOWns daT cOME UR waY.. wEll.. thAts waDs hapPEnING to Be presENTLY i gUEsS... hMm... yeaH... wiLL sTill gO tannING n sTuff wITh u(: N OF cUZ bE gReaT bUDdIEs n STUFF(: ( dONT waIT fOR me yea! )

* i NOE i've gOTta leT hER GO fOR nOW. bUt i'd alwaEs rEm heR sMILes*

yeaH. n baCk To mY nORmAL sELF(: wEll wEll.. mY bLOGs dONE! finaLLY!(: NOW i haVE NO reaSON NOT tO bLocK aYE): thANks huA! u're thE besT!

n pOOR samaNTha's aRM! hARhAS
waD haVe u bEEn dOINg huH?
wOKE Up fROm thE wRoNG sIDE OF bEd hUH?
(:
U'Re a genIuS(:
thats all fER todaY..
gOT lostSa sTUff ta cOMPLEtE b4 gOING to bEd

2005-09-04T19:10:00.000-07:00

well well..
IM baCk agaIN. appareNTLY thIS lil siSta Of miNE Is bUGGin mE ta posT.. warharhas.. alrigHT.. i mean.. sincE im fReE..

hMm>.. well well. bEen realLY bUsY latELY.. wIth all thE tesTs assigNmeNTs n projecTs.. aRGH- thE strEss Is cOMIn in! yea.. anothER 3 wEeks To MY fInAls.. siGH.. gUEss I haVta gO all waY oUT agaIN(:

well..h MM.. gOT mYsELf a neW liL siSteR! eRMs.. DELIRIOUS DELISE! warharhas..
yeaH...... n sOOn afTER caMe.. heR siSTeR CLAIRE thE ECLARE! Oh gaWSH.. thE tOT OF cHoC eclaREs.. OH MY. fEElin all hUNgrY inSidE noW(: hARHas
ns HE lUks LIKe an ecalRE.. smaLL n bRowN! warharhas.. woNDer hOW hUmAN eclaREs wLD taSTE lIke..(: naH.. i waS joKKin yeaH.. sHE wLD cOME afteR ME IF shE reaDs thIS MAN(:

wells.. jUS cOMPLEtEd MY assigNMENT whIcH Is dUE ON wEd..

bYt gUESs waD?
I've NOT comPleTeD MY aSsIGnmenTs fOR thIS wEeK! aRgH- IT nEvER eNDs! bUT neveRmIND...

ThAts all fOR NOW.. n shaLL trY To UPdaTE MORe oFteN.. sINcE thERe R new KidS reaDING MY bLOG(: warharhaS.. thEsE kIDs.. sIGh- seeMs tO bE veRY fReE..(:

mISs MY cHIldhOOd daYS(: NOt deprievEd aniwaES.. sO yeaH..
YOUR LOVE IS AMAZING(PHILIPS & Ur lovE is a mistERY OF hOW u gEntLY lifT ME.. n wEn i aM surrOUndEd.. UR LOVE caRRIEs ME!!. . .

w.W.j.D
(:
-bDn

2005-07-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

sPEnt thE wHole daY lazY arD.(: wOKe Up aT 9.30 THis MorNIng, n wEnt straIght to thE fridGE. heatEd Up sOME sTuFf fOR breaKfaST(:

waTcHEd DVDs. waTCheD TUXEDO this morNIng aND JUSt finisHEd watcHIng rush hOUr 2 aND verTicaL lImIT..

yOUTh sErvICE waS greaT tonigHT.. worsHip waS cOOl, speaKEr waS fantaStIC..
Its amazIN hOW sOME pEoPle caN reaLLy leaVe eveRythINg behIND tO dO God's wORK oUT in thE missIOn feIld.. reaLLY maKEs ME wONdEr..' waD ON eaRth aM i hEre fOR? ' Is LifE geTting comfortaBle? OR m i reaLLY JUS a paSSerbY-(sojOurneR).. wElls.. gUEss tHEres tWo meaNINGs To thE wORds passerbY.. eRms.. It caN eithEr meaN we R on thIS eaRtH, sEt To sErvE hIM n To dO hIs wIll n all othEr thINgs aRE secONdaRy n It cLD alsO mEan That wE r caRe-less aBt thE thINgs aRd haVING thE attitUDe of JUs LivING LIfe as It IS withOut a purPOsE?..

wEll.. i waNna bE a hIStORy maKEr.. waNNa bE knOWn as SOMeONE wHo wAs afTEr hIs heaRt.. sOMEoNE wHo dID hIS wIll waDeVA thE cOsT waDeVa thE barrIErs aND obsTrUcTIOns..(:

-bDn-

2005-07-22T08:07:00.000-07:00

rIigHT.. where wUs I? oH yeaH.. aS i wUS saYING...( wHy dO i haVta plaCe anothEr entrY ) arGh! (: riigHT. NVm. sINCe im a LIl fRee toNigHT.. shaLl listEn To u demaNdING pplE OUt thEre..

wElls, gUESs beING oUT heRe ON mY oWn haS aCt. dONe ME sOME gOOd. TaUgHT ME To bE indEpendaNT.. i meAn. nOT thAT im nOT.. yeaH.. aLL thE traInINg's bEen dONe wEn i wUs IN thE boys' bRigadE.. gUESs brigaDE daYs haS reaLLy taUgHT ME a lOt in teRms oF beINg someoNE's wHo's respONsibLE fOR mYsElf n thE pple aRd. hm.. acT. leaRnt hOW to cOOk severaL stUFfs alreaDY.. sOME chINEsE aN italIan sTuFf fRom MY fRen.. cHEf in professIOn.. cOOl.. wElls.. gUESs i've vISitED mosT of tE areaS of thIS beAutIfUl islaNd.. plaCEs fRom MY neaRbY supermaRkeT To thE CitY aND eveN to thE BursWoOd caSinO.. NOt baD. leaRnt hOW ta plaY a fEw sTuff(:

hARhas. aCT tOLd MYsElf NOt tO toUcH anY OF thOSE thINGs.. bUT soMehOW i wAS convINcEd To.. sO i trIEd.. n haD sOME begInneRs lucK.. plaYeD thE macHINEs n gaINeD a profIt iF 17 buCks. NOt baD.. bUt IN thE eND i lOST lIKe 30 cenTs cOS i gOT greedY n decIDED NOt tO trY aniMOre cOS i waS begInnINg to wONdEr wHAt i haD bEEn dOING fRom toucHIN thE macHINEs To plaYiNG thEm! warhARhas..w Ells, thEres alwaYs a firsT tIME to ahem*ambLINg*aheM.. u dIN heaR thaT dIN U? greaT.. perfecT!

hMM.. yeaH.. aniwaYs.. $ runnING OUT quicK.. maYbE becaUse i've bEen dOINg to manY fOOd experimENts.. bUt itS kINda fUN n Its a lifEtIME investmeNt. . nOE hOWta maKE bEttA chicKEns thAN KFC! sO yeaH.. ITs jUS thE staRt mAN.. sO yeA>. cOol.. totaLLy!

wElls, cOusiN's coMINg baCk on sUNday.. So yeaH.. gOttA shIft baCk tO hOMElaND wateRfORd.. hE's sO gaNna claIM hIs Room.. n oUt i'd gO! daYs heRe r gOnna bE moRe intereStING Too.. n yeaH! dID i mentIOn? i haD bEen preparING fOOD fOR MY coUsINs To eaT! maybE thAt whErem mosT of MY $ had gONE Too..no wONdEr i haD to visIT thE superMArKET lIKE 3 tiMEs a wEek.. bUt tis aiigHT! thEY haVe bEEn MY faithFul guinea PigS!

warhaRhas
wEll wEll, gotta geT gOINg fOR NOW.. wIll updaTe anothEr tIME sOOn!
taKE caRE cheeRfUL maTEs!

tIIll thE daY MY lIFe is thRu,thIS i prOmISe u. thiS i proMisE..
ovA n ovEr i faLL wEn i heAR u caLL..

2005-06-30T07:02:00.000-07:00

3 wEEks OF holS have jus gone back.. time hAS really flown past ever since I came back on thE 14 of juNE… wEll.. things that I eNJoy normally doesn’t last long.. thE 3 weeks was really a time that I was able to catch up on things.. fRens,family and also my cousin who came back a week ago.. thinking back on thE many crazy stuff that we did during our teenage days.. gosh- time really flies.. I’m startin to feel older now as im starting to reallise my sec sch days are over.. OVER!!! The truth is.. I really have no idea where most of my buddies have gone to.. have not gotten the time to contact them yet too.. well.. hope n pray that they r doing jus fine and that they’re jus too busy to contact me becus of their bUSie schedule…

Oh.. n yes. Forgot to talk abt the many stupid things my cousin aaron and I did wen we were little.. we met relatively often because we were stayin in the same condo.. went to the gym together.. our chin-up craze at that time.. pushing ourselves to the limits.. hmm.. did like 16? Yeah.. 16 chin ups before I left sec sch.. yea.. was only able to do like 8 before I came back.. think becos I gained like 6 kg within that 3 months.. n its back to 13 wen I did em with rayson during the youth retreat.. cOME to think of it. My weeks here have been rather enjoyable.. well, also,God’s given talent as a guitarist.. has also led me to share of his great works in my life… being able to share this gift that he has given me.. Friends would ask me.. how r u able to handle the guitar so well? Its definitely not the guitar? Cos I played on it n it din sound as nice.. well guys, it’s a talent that God has given me and im sharing it with you.. always tot to myself.. hey.. this might be something I can use to show how gud I m or how diff a guitarist I m.. but I’ve come to realize the responsibilities in having sucha gift… being able to show of God’s unfailing love in my life.. of how he has turned the many difficult and unhappy times in my life into the times where I can really luk back n reflect on his unfailing love for me…yeaH.. guitar classes were in fact. Part of my break here..

N yes.. being able to spend some time talking to my lil sista was something I enjoyed too.. also to make up for the time I’ve been away.. harhas.. I mean.. not that she wus brotherless.. cos she has a really cute brother.. ryte?? Yeah.. n a cute sista too.. matilda! My idol/.. warharhas.. yea… n also spending time talking to the youth during the retreat last week.. can say not that my time spent on going to church have not been wasted.. prasing n worshiping the almighty one up above who has brought me this far.. as far as my life is concern.. protecting me from fights and anything that wus about to come my way..

Well.. life has been like a car.. moving with the flow, the traffic.. Pushin myself to the limit turning through the narrow and dark alleys of life… also getting myself into deeptrouble when headlights go bust… wells… lifes gotta be better than this.. n it Is now cos the one above loves me so.. FOREVER HE IS FAITHFUL, FOREVER. . .

living all for Him………

Amazing love…. How can it be? That u my king wLD die for me.. Amazing love I noe its true, n Its my joy to honor you in all I do.. I’LL HONOR YOU. aMazed by U..

2005-06-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

2005-05-24T09:38:00.000-07:00

ThE fOur days back in s’Pore waS Just terrific.. really enjoyed meeting up wIth fRieNDs.. dIN really manage to mEet everyone actually, dUE To thE sHort stay..
wELL wELL, gOt To meet up wITh onE waY mEi anyWaEs.. n kaN-cHIoNg spider.. iTs amazing hOW much a gAL of hEr size Can eaT.. amazes ME.. these kind of people haV to Go fOr bUFfet..

1sT daY in s’pORe waS spent aT hOME.. wEnt OUTta extend my PAsspORt aND made dinner aT hOME.. gOT hOME sOME cORn silverside..

hMM.. saT waS spent on swimming anD gOINg to church to mEet up wITh thE song-bIRds!! waRhahas.. yeaH.. they wEre practicing.. everyone said that I haD Put ON weight… hMM.. gUEsS It’s a gOOd thing anyway… hAhas… wEEh EE.. think I’vE bEEn eating too mUCh.. wELL.. just goTTa ensure that I don’t geT faT aND suffer in NS..

wElL wELL, SundaY waS mostly spent aT church aND aT cITy… oH wait.. sEE!! I’m sO uSeD to saYin cItY.. gUEsS ItS becaUSe I’vE BeEn here fOR quite sOME tIME. alriGhT.. tOWn.. wRhhas.. NOT used to s’porE’s weather.. almost fainted wEn I wUS walking in town.. think iTs because of thE weather.. Not used To It being so hOt.. afraid that I might jus dIE in NS…

YeaH.. sIgH … hOPe tag Et back aGaIN In jUNe..

that’s aLL fOR nOW.. blOgGEd after lIKe?? tWo wEEks?? Or More.. finally ryTE??

2005-05-18T22:27:00.000-07:00

PhEw..LOng daY... HMM.. trYin ta sTuff wINEs, gUMMIes, n othEr sTuff inTo MY baG.. hARHAS..

hMM.. leavING fOR s'Pore toNigHT.. bYe aUssIE maTEs.. fOR a wHILE..(;

sEE yAR gUYs sOON!!

2005-05-06T06:53:00.000-07:00

PhEw.. anothEr tiriNG daAY.. wEnt tO gARdEn citY to watcH a MOvIE todAy.._ xXx 2_ YeaP..
nOT tOO baD...

Did NOT mEeT up wITh MY grOUp todaY caUSe everYONE cLDn"T bE bothEred.. aRgh.. gOT eNufF of thIS alreaDY.. pracTicaLLY dID eveRYthING fOR thE paSs twO proJEcT assigNMENTs.. argh!! gOT 4.5/5 fOR thE latEsT oNE.. besT ouT of thE two classEs.. n waD do i geT?? - oH thAnks aRh braNdON!! - argh!!! dUn waN thE thANks.. waNT thE effORt fRom everyONe!! thATs all.. hAte it tO bE a ONe maN sHOW kinda thING!! hONKEes r PiGs!!

w.W.J.d <"(((><

2005-05-05T07:51:00.000-07:00

waRhAHAs.. YeaP.. wONT bE abLE to blaWg fOR thE nexT ONE wEEks oR so?? yeaH.. cOS i acCidEntaLLy deletEd ONE of thE imPT fILe in MY c dRivE.. oH gOSh.. its reaLLy reaLLy dUmb OF ME.. cOME to thINk oF it.. hARHAS... haD a lOT of junk i waNtEd TO cLEaR. bUT... YeAH.. siGh-

sO.. hOPefULLY i'll bE aBLE to fINd a cOMpUtER sHop sOOn to geT it fIx n sTuFf..
YeAP- haVING twO tesT nexT wEEk.. so.. gUEss i'm baCk to muGgin agIN.. lIKE some of thE o' levEl ppLE.. waRhARhAS... iT jUST kEEps cOMING at U.. waRhARHAS..

n someHow.. i jUST gOT thIs naME-goRrila- waRhARHAS... fRom.....( S_-_o_-M_ _ _ _ _ ) wEhEE.. diffiCUlt oNE fOR maNY of u gUYS. onLY if u haVE bEEn reaDING profEssOR nuGGEts bloGG..(: juS haDta wrITe thAT dOWn.. caME intO MY mINd. . .

alrYTEs. thaT all fOR NOW.. usING MY fRen's cOMp. . .
(:
sEE yaR avEryONE!! <"(((><

2005-05-03T08:18:00.000-07:00

wOOhOO.. zEe.. hARhAS.. u caMe inTo MY miND wEn i stARtEd.. sO luckY to be in MY lONG losT wrItTEn tesTi..(: oH yaRs!! hOWs thInGs oveR aT Ur eND?? beT u musT be havING loaDs of fUn hUH??

N yAR!! cOMp dIEd on MI todaE.. 10.38pm. . . wElL.. leTs hOPe it caN bE reviVEd wEn i brING it tO scH tmR.. hOPe thE cOMp saLes Guy aT cuRtIN caN fIxE it.. bUt u NoE waD?? i thINk i migHT haVe erAsEd a supeR imPT fILE in thE C driVe.. gosH.. waNtEd To eraSe thOSe unwAntEd stuFf.. i meaN.. hOW wOulD i NOE it wOUlD be thAT distrucTivE.. argH!!* whaCks aaRons cOMp * * basH bASh*.. haRhAS.. naH.. NOt tAt meAn.. mUs bE reaL quiet..u nOE wHy?? sHh.. cOME.. i tEll u.. cOS lil saMMY is studYING fOR hEr exaM in 27 daEs tIME!!! wEhEE.. waY ta gO mei!!(:

n thE sONg gOEs* im accIdEntaLLy in lovE * usING my cousIN's(Aaron) cOmp to blaWg noW.. saD rYTE..beT its thE saDDesT thING thIS week..): wElls.. sTill kINda glaD thAT im sTill aBlE to exPReSs mY angeR n frusTraTions in heRe fOR MY'fReNs' ta sEE rYTE?? * eveRyoNE knodS thEir heaD * ME: sLAps fOReheaD. . .> NO PPle..u're noT supposEd to knoD ur heaDs.. gosH..wEEEhEE...

yEa.. siGh. . .sTARtING to mISs u GuYs(sojoUrnErs).. nOT thAt i've NOT bEen missING u guYs sINcE i leFt.. hEe.. Yea. . wIll bE sURe to visIT u guYs wEN im baCk on MY reaLLY sHorT vacaTiON.. n alsO to caTcH up on s'POrE fOOd..

n NOt fORgETtin cheRyL. . . wHu waNTs ME to update MY blaWgY.. waIT.. thINk maNY Did asK me.. bUT i've bEen busY with asSignmeNTs n sTufF..

n YAR.. reaLLisEd thAT mY taGgy is kinDa.. yeaH.. u nOE..sIGh.. evErythING sEems to be dYINg.. aRgH!!
wHywHy????
*soJoUrneRs*
nUgGET proffEsOR: rOck ON wiTh ur baSe bOy!!
dOTx: heY dOT.. haRhAS.. gUEss oNE of thE irritatiNG paRt of beINg a teaM leadEr in COOL is to rewRitE chORds wEn thEres a chaNgE in keY hUH?? hARhAS.. beT u NOE wAD im toKINg aBt..(: it reaLLy maDe guitaRIng a LOT eaSIEr..
maNdA: lAsT worsHip leadINg b4 i leFt wUs teRrifIC.. yeaH.. rocK on DA!!!
Jon: wEehEe.. thIS funKY gUY muS bE loadEd wIth lOts of pillEd up gUItaRINg schedUles.. wEehEe. sorrY fOR thE shorT notIce.. u MUs bE busY woRk??hEe..
AaRon: fOR usINg hIS cOMp,or eLse i caNT go On.. hARHAS..naH.. hIS kIND ryTE?? yEs...
jeRrY:heY jeRry, im tOM!! hARHAS.. beT ur dRummING haS improvEd huH.. yeaP..
rEnA: thANks fEr thE CDs.. haV NOT completeD thEm yEt...
saMMy: mEi's sTudYiNG hARd yeaH. . . thAT wHy sHe's NOt onlIne tonyTE!! sHhH..
audReY: kaNcHIoNG spideY,potaTOE scUlpTor!! waDs nexT??
sEr: sHe n heR caRtOOn BFs. hARhAS.. kiDDin yaRhS..
dEe dEe..: heR heLpfUl naTURe,heLPIN to placE thE chaIRs in thE eaRlY sundaE morNIngs
alvIN: da SuPA guitaARiNG sHEep.. a taNned ONe NOW.. YEA
chrIS: pianiST waNnabE.. wEehE.. or alreaADY is.. yeAH.. gUEss so.. muahaha..
tIMO: sTill IN contrOL of thE baLL huh??
saM: coUsin's unitEd...
jOaNNa: cONtaGIOus laughING macHINE...!
shEela: '' '' hARHAS

alrytE.. sorrY to thOSe i've misSEd Out.. caUse im reaLLy tiREd NOw.. n thEsE r thOSe wHu survIVEd comING Out of mY slEepY heAD.. noT thaT thE resT gOT drowNed bUt,yeaH.. mayBE tmr yeaH... sEE y'll fOLks!! TCGBN!!!

<"(((>< w.w.J.d

2005-04-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

aLryTe... dOwnloadINg skPe NOw.. aPpareNTlY mY pareNTs r usING IT tOO.. gOSH.. dIDnt NOe thEy werE sOO up To daTe OR izzitbCos im... okaE.. NVm...

hAD maNY tesT recenTly.. Yea yea.. reasOn fOR NOt blaWgINg aGAIn..:) beT y'all wIll undErsTaND rYtE?? im geTTing lazY tOO..

sIGh.. wEnt bOniTo fiSHing agaIN thIS mornING.. gOt a hUge ONe bUT did NOT tIE thE kNOT properLY sOOoo it GOT AWAY!!! arGh@!!! NVm.. haVta leaRn mY lessOn aniwaE..
wElL.. gUEsS thAT's all fOr NOW... sEeYAR!!

2005-04-15T10:43:00.000-07:00

wEEhEEe.. wOOhOOO.. fInaLLy.. sWEeT 18..

hMM.. aCtuaLLY birthdays gEt lEsS imPT aS thE yeaRs Go bY..

bUt its fREns thAT maKE thE oCCatIOn sTill sPecIAl.. :) thANks gUys. . .

hMm.. HaD to sPEnd MY birThdaY aT hOME todaY.. bUT meT up with my unC in thE nyTE..

gUESs thIS yeaR's b'daY celeBraTion iS thE mOST bORING of all. aWaY fRom all thE ' pusHin inTo thE pOOl aCts' taKINg pICs, opEnING up bottLEs Of spaRklINg... gUEsS thIS yeaR wLD bE wIne iF i haD ceLE at hOME baCk in DotlaND.. sIGh-

nYtEs mEi.. thANks fEr thE tesTi.. n thE othEr peOPle ToOs!! maKE mY daY a specIAl ONe thoUGh im MIleS n mILEs awaY..:)

gOING dOWn To thE soUth tMR.. wIth MY uNC n cOusINS... hOPe To haV a gUd tIME...

See YAR pEeps_ gOd bLEsS_

2005-04-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

FaLl aFresh oN me:

I cOme b4 ur trOne
To wOrsHip at Ur fEet
tO luk aPon UR nail pierce hands oh Lord
How aWesOme is MY lOve fOr u…

PsaLm 91:

I wIll dwel in thE secret place of the most hIGh
I wIll sTay in thE shadow of Ur wIngs..
fOr LORd u r mY refuge,mY tower of strength
My hOpe is In u.. sEcUre I STAND..

U wIll delivEr mE
Ur truth will be mY sHieLd
jEsUS u cOvEr me
In Ur Love No fear prevails

No evil
No tErRor
No aRrow
No pLagUe
sHaLl ever cOme near Me
fOr u aRe MY safety
MY hIdING place
JesUs I trust in You…

aS I listened To thE sONgs.. He hEld Me in His aRms n sAid.. I M Ur hIDiNg plaCE. . .

( I sEe aT thE cRosS, thE crimson tide hAs washed, away MY gUiltY stains, fOR mE… YOU GAVE )

oH yEah.. Jus remembered.. mIe b’daY is this cOmING FRidaY… wEe.. yea rYtE.. gUEsS I’ll Jus cElebRate It on MY oWn… sIgh…
sHoo If aNyonE is bUyINg prEsSies.. u’ll haVta kEep it tIll jUNe.. waRhaHa.. naH.. kiddin.. thanks bUt its alryTe yaH..:) thAnkew

heY saM!! YeaH saM.. thE lil One?? Sa-Low-maN-thA?? haRhas… I dId NOT gEt Ur wINgs!! oR Ur really hUGe drum-sTicKs?? HarhaS. bEt u wErE having a gReaT tIMe tIll u fORgOt aLl aBt IT hUhs.. nAH.. itZ totally fINE.. waD R siblings fOR huH?? Not fOR bEaTING kaes… gUEsS u caNT.. cause im On a totally dIff island.. nOT senTosa lady!!:0 Hee… bEt u’re gOIng lIKe wa lieW…

zEehEe.. (zIlin) YeaH u… tried sEndINg u a tesTi this afternoon. bUt it wUs lagging sHoo badly that it didn’t gO thru… yEa… baWrING…. rEaLLy LoOong blabber u dID in MY tAGY hUHs? haRHAS….

aArOn!! gosh.. thE bank realized they dID NOT sENd mY card.. believe it?? gosh.. another 1 wEek??? I nEed money man.. haRhas…

reNa? heY.. u aSkeD fEr MY aDdY ?? gaV u On MY tAgGY previously> YeaH..

ErMS..?? dID I miss aNIoNE oUt??*thinks really hard** lIGhT bUlb lights Up* wOOps

aLL gLorY tO u GOD!!

2005-04-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

back To blaWgIng again.. hAd a hectic wEek sHoo did nOT haV a chance to blawG.. –

hAd loTsa TesT gOing on recently.. this wEek I Had aCcounts aNd ecOns.. n iTs Not home aCoNs.. To hIGhigHt to sOMe bLurRy HUhs?? HeEx… naH kIddin.. sEe MS zEe!! I’ve an ExplanaTion.. J

wEllS..StaYing On MY owN away fROm MY family aNd friends haS gOt mi thinking.. is this thE waY it sHld bE?? gUEsS GoD is bRInginG Me to wHere hE wants Mi tO be.. HaVe gOne through thE Week withouHt HavINg God included in aNY of mY activities.. hMm.. caN I really rUn withoUht Him?? Is IT an illusion?? Am I rUnniNG this race wITh my owN streNghth Or abilitIEs?? aM I reaLly living each daY aS it cOMes bY?? iS gOIng to church aLl aBt a routiNE thing fOR a chrisTian?? gUESs hE’s dONe enUff fOr mi To sHow that hE’s really thE kINg of kINgs..- laying bUrdEns dOwn.. aT thE foot of The cRosS – sOMetIMEs I jUSt asK God.. ‘wHy dO eUu leT mE gO oFf on mY own??’ wHy dO euU gIve Me a cHoice?? don’t!! take that fReedOm oF cHoice aWay fRom ME.. You r thE one EVERLASTING.. ur the one wHo fOrmed MY heart lONg b4 mY bIRth.. n wHy dO thE things aRd mi sTill cause mE to bE cOld towards u.. – drawing back to EUu –

hmM.. kinDa typing this aFtEr I’ve dOne assignments On Job sEeking sKills.. makes Mi wOndEr.. wOnt It bE faR More fantastic to learn God sEekINg sKills instead?? gEts mE caught into thE money making whole tAt wE live in.. dOEs MonEy really make to world Go rounD?? yeaH. monEy’s making thE wOrld sPin sHoo fast that we’re All in a daze.. rIGht?? Tell MI im ryTE..
yeS.. I dO need u..vwHEre else can I gO. thEres No other waY.. capture Mi wITh GRacE.. cOme To mY rescue…

wElls..lisTenINg to a sONg Now..
(this wOrld has nothing for ME
gOnna fOllow You..)

wEnt fIShINg at 4.30 todaY.. haD a gud time bUt dId not mangaGe to catch anything today..gUEsS its starting to sHow taT many things that we gO after r things that r Not sUre n steady… things that we sOo dearly hOpe oR hOld On to.. wEn there is sOmEoNE wHom wE caN placE our total confidence n trust in..sOMeone wHu is ever present wITh hIS unfailing love…

J

hmM.. cant believe im acT. going to save this into my thumb-drive And adD everything into MY bLAwG laTa tOnyte.. haRHas.. I laY it dOWn.. surrendering all tO u…leT gO n gIve it tO U..

- a vaPoUr in The wInd. . . Still U hear me wHen I’m calling –
- a fLOwEr qUicKLy fading, hEre in daY n gOne tomorrow
- a wave tossed in thE ocean , sTil u catch Me wHen I’m falling.. ( wHo aM i?? )
- I aM Yours!!!!
-

2005-04-08T06:37:00.000-07:00

2005-04-04T05:35:00.000-07:00

hMMM.. okAE oKAE.. ErS...

sLepT aT 2am thIS morNing n wOke up aT 5 To fISh.. Yea.. nUts aM i?? Tats waD wIll haPPen wEn u haV a fIsHng fReaK in Ur hOusE man.. imaGine heaRiNg thIS in thE morNIng( *gONgs* on thE dOor- oi.. fIsHing....) wOohOO.. aCt. sEt my phONe alaRm bUt switcHeD it Off.. sHh!! us cLdn't leaVe Bed wEn itS sHOo cOld..

wElls.. maNaGE to caTch a boNitO.. gUd fIghT.. nicKY caUght 3 thOugHs.. YeaH.. gOT wET tOo bEc. of thE cRuisE.. caME paST withOUt mi noeIng.. gUEsS i wUs jus tOO engRosSed in thE fisHiinG.. n b4 i kneW it it caME splaShINg ovEr mi.. goT my jeaNs wEt n sTuff.. . thErEs thIS irRitaTing bLOw fIsh thAt keEps bItting n gEtting HookeD up.. wEn u bRing It up,it sTarTs to puFf itsElf up lIKE a baLL cOveRed wIth poisonOus spIKes..... fisHing is amaZINg hEre.. dUno hOW the fisHermaN baCk in s'POre can sTand thE lonG waIt fOR a pathEtic fisH the sIze of thE palm..

wEn thE boNito smasHed MY hOOk,IT draGgEd it aLL thE waY.. itS a mazING hOW faST it rUns.. gOSh... b4 u nOE it.. u'll sEe ur RoD beNdINg a 180 deGreEs dowNwaRds..

caMe baCk after Tat To catch up ON sOME sLEep.. n wOKe up To eaT pizZa..

wEnt baCk to sTudYing afTer tat..

gOt uP aNd unc cLareNce aRrivEd hOMe.. wENt oUt dInner n jUs caME baCk.. gOIng tO do sOmE revIsion fOR tMR's lecturE..

gOINg To bE a lONg daY man.. 8.30 to 5.30.. gOSh...

alRytEs... tats aL fEr naO..:)

- o u t -

2005-04-02T05:57:00.000-08:00

OKAE.. amAzEd To sEe tat mS maRmIE's NOt ONlINE tODay..:( Heex. naH.. ITs OKae.. :)

anOthEr daY oF plaYin wIf The KIds.. amazINg tO haV twO litTle KIds cOMiNG to UR beDrOOm eaRly in The MOrNING sAyin thEy waNT to plaY.. wOhOO.. dUN thINk i wLd NEed an alArm cLOck if thEy wLD bE sTayIn hEre fOR lONg.....

HAd domIno's fOR dInner. ate aLF n cLD noT fInisH thE resT.. sTUfF wITh dOubLE laYers OF cHeEsE. gOSh.. haV cultIvaTed thE haBIT of drInkINg cHOc milK evErydaY.. 1 litRe evErydaY on tHe evEraGE.. taAt's $2.59 pEr litrE pacK! imaGine hOW mucH i spEnt on fUud?? wOOhOO.

okie.. taT's aLL fEr tOnyte..:)

sEe yar aVeryONe!! :) nYtes
10.10pM
-bDn-

2005-04-01T06:31:00.000-08:00

- anOThEr amaZING daE awAY fRom dotlaNd-

wOKe Up aT 9 thIS morNing n gOT reaDy to gO to thE iMMigraTion dEpart. in thE cIty.. aRgh!1 its KiLlINg mi.. Hee.. waLKed To mY unc's caFe OnlY to fINd OUt tat i leFt my vISsa docUmeNTs baCk hOMe.. argh..

haDta rUn baCk to gEt thEm.. it wUs sHoo cOLd n dRy taT i coUld fEEl MY lUNgs dRyINg up n MY braIN fReezING.. oH gOSh.. it wUs ONly lIKe 500 meTres awaY n i fElt LIke i raN a mILe...gOT my sTuff n MY unc bRoUGht mi to thE cITy..

wUs a reaLLy wINdY daY todaY.. gOT oUt of hOuse wIth my haIR dONe up nicE n pRopeR n it tURneD inTo a bUsh in a fEw sEc.. aRgh!! gaV up man.. hEex

wEnt To MY cousins hOusE n chAtted wITh hIM.. plaYed gaMEs tOO.. wUs waNtinG t dO sOMe reseaRch bUT he teMPted mi.. argh@!! leaRnt my lEsSon.. dO it in MY rOOm.. weEhEe..:)

waLked Over tO murdOCh unI to haV Tea.. suPa fReezING cOLd oUT thEre.. cLosSed MY wINdOW laSt Nyte n sLEpt wiTH exTra clothEs n thEy weRe NOt eNufF.. do i acT. havTa slEEp wITh more TonYTe?? gOSh!! hElP!! hEex..

hAD MUd caKE fOR dINner n a cUp of cHillEd-cOFFEe.. wOOhOO.. bOO!!
cousINs caME ovEr.. gUesS i wONt be sLEepING tILl 1 tONyte.. ats wHy im sPEndING my fEw momeNTs cHAtTing wITh sa-low-man-Tha!! wEehEe.. harhAs..:)

2005-03-31T07:21:00.000-08:00

*wIps dRops oF sPiLLed sOup ON thE taBle*

haD a bOwl Of cUrrY nOodLEs For dInnEr.. HAd a bOrIng daY.. wOKe Up in thE morNIng bRusHed MY tEeth,lUked At fIsHEs sWimMing in thE taNK.. Had breaKfast n dId mY wORk n ReseaRcH... gOEs On n ON..

gUesS an eNgLisH teaChEr lIke reNA wOuld gRaDe thIS as a ReaLLy bOrINg esSaY tHat wOuld jUs PuT thE markeR tO sLp..

bUt,wElls. gUesS lIfe woUld Be LIke thIS if thEre is No purPosE.. puRposE to LivE eaCh daY n evEry sEcoNd as IF it wUs uR lAsT.. hAD bBq aT mY unc's Place fEw daYs back wEn mY daD caMe ovEr fOR a sHort vaCatIon.. cHatTed Over dInNer n dIscUss isSues.. My unc'S cURreNTly taKIng a cOursE in thEologY.. sOMe sTudIEs of te bIbLE. n alSo a cOursE fOR thOSe wHo plaNn to bE pasTors n sTufF.. UNc wUS sayIn thINgs tat ReaLy caUsEd My faIth To bE sHaken.. PHD hOldErs r evEn Out thEre to SaY thAt paRts OF thE bIbLE R falsE or dID not evEn exIst.. fIlms that sHow hOW thE dYing of cHrisT on thE cRosS dId not exISt... aBt How thIS gUy wHu fOund a hIdden tOmb undEr hIs caFe n a bOdy in IT wITh thE exact naIl peaRced hANds. Its reaLLy scaRy. gUESs thIS is How thINgs wLd Be LIke in thE eNd tIMes..

/its freaKing mi Out/

RecEntlY a PriesT alsO claimeD tAt cHrisT dId noT dIe on thE cRosS n sTufF in aUssielaNd..

hMmm.. fOr thE unbElievAbLe thINgs thAt happened fOr the pAst 3 wEeks Here awAy fRom DOTlaND..:) HeEx.. MisS it thOUgh..

hmm..1) a MAd gUY caME asKIng fOR cigerEtTes Wen i wUs in MY unc's caFe.. hE dID thE ciGereTte sIgn thINGy n i tOLd hIm taT i dID not haV aNY.. hE jus waLKed Out. n mInuteS laTa hE caME back n asKEd MY cOusY..
2)hMm.. Jus aBt 3 daEs ago,wEnt to a cHinesE rest. to haV dInner wITh my unc.. thEre wUs a cRazIE gUy caRryINg a kniFe bEhINd hIm.. hE maDe a phONe caLL at thE phONe bOOth n caME waLking towaRds thE chineSe resTauranT.. JUs as He wUs aBT to waLk in.. hE sPun thE knifE n wUs aBt to rOB thE casHier.. JUs thEn.. mY cOusIINs sTupId fRieND saId unKnowINlY thaT thEres a crazIE knifE fEllowoUTsidE.. hE saID it wEn thE gUYs wus Jus bEsIDe hIm at thE dOOr.. thE gUy sTufFed thE knifE inTo hIs pocKEt n fLed.. iT wUS scAry esP. wen i wUs caRryINg mY diStaNt cousIN in mY haNd.. katelanD.. sHE's LIke.. 3 Years?? yea..

n IT gOEs On n on... wIll add mOre wEn it sUdDenlY cOMes to MY head aGain...

-oUt

2005-03-28T07:00:00.000-08:00

phEew. lONg wEekeNd!!

paReNTs caME over on thURs nyTe tA vISit n sTufF..weNT on a sHoppINg trIP aRd peRth.. mY mom nEvR gEts tIRed of IT.. haRhas.. wEnt tO thE cIty n sTufF to LUk fOR tID-bITs n sTufF.. wEnt tO fRemaNtLE tO Get NOugaTs n sTufF.. aTe fIsH n cHIp n OTher sea-fUD sTufF.. yea.. thINk im beGinnING To tURn inTo a fISh..waIT... m i aLReaDi onE?? D_O_Y...??(fIll IN thE bLAnks fEr thOSE wHo noE.)harhas.. fOR thOSE wHu dONt.. dUN tRy.. u'l start wONdErING wHy i haV sUch a weIRd nickname.:)

paRents caME oveR wITh a laPTop.. aRreNTlY i aVta usE a LaptOP fOR scH wORk n sTuff. haV tO go on MY owN sHoppiNG trIp man.. NEeda thUMb-dRive. sIGh...

gUEsS MEi wUS wONdEriNG wHere i dIsaPpearEd To hUH?? harhAs.

juS caME back fRom EugEne's placE.. haD BBQ.. plaYed wITh MY distaNT cOusINs.. maRcuS,evaN n ... waIt.. forgOt thE gaL's name. aRgh.... okAe.. wiLl geT baCk to tat sOOn.. sHE's cUte..

yEa. wIll wRite a Lil longer tOmorOW... nEeda catch Up on slP!! taKE caRe gUYs..:)

_peaCE Out_

2005-03-23T03:58:00.000-08:00

hMm.. today wAs aNOTher tIRing day.. aCcounts cLAss wUS NOT ToO baD. Yea.. LEarnT MOSt of It baCk hOMe..sOO Yea. thE caUcAsiaN gaLs wHu wUs sItting besIDe me wUS like.. How dId u dO daT?? Heex...i wUS LIke saYin thiS in my hEad ..' usE UR haND ? '.. hEex.. Yea..

hMM.. NOt gOIng fOr claSs tOMoRrow caUSe HavTa HEaD dOwn Ta ImmI.. siGh..

im TirEd alReaDi.. sORrie.................. zZzZZZ

2005-03-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

OOhHlaRlas!! Heex..(gUesS wHu??)qN OF thE daE huh??

hMm. wEnt To dO mY meDical exaMinAtion In thE cITy TodaY.. evErythiNG wEnt as PlanNed.. GreaT!! leFt Eye geTting bad Though.. riGht eYe sTill peRfecT.. argh!! sTupid LEft Eye!! aRgh!!

Tried The KFC.. NOt as Gud s'Pore's One.. ToKing aBT fUd.. gUEss im sTARtINg to MIsS thE s'poRe fOod baCk Home... dONt mIss thE weaTher bacK hOME thOUgGh..
(caN bE a fRied cHicKEn at tIMEs.. Xtra cRisPY Toos..:))

cAme baacK in The afTerNoOn n Took a Nap.. iF NOT i wONt be aBle To bLawG toNYte.. weeHee..

dID mY hOMewORk dUriNG dInneR. sHoo sKiPped IT... dUn wan To sTand up in cLAss puLLing MY ears..:) Heex.. naH.. thE teacHers Don evEn caRe If u dO it OR noT.. bUT its sORtoF revIsion n suff. YEa..:)

UNc's plaNNing To bRing mi ON a sHort hOlidaY ard PErTh dUrINg thE eaSter hOls.. aRh. tat meAns i gOota rUsh tHRu MY woRk n aSsigNmEnTs! argH!! thE tutoRiaLs r a KIller man..
caN't i maGine sITting On thE cHAir fOR 4 conseCutIve hRs!! aRgh!! POor... OkAE.. sHall sKip ON thE discRiptIOns.. Heex..

gIv MI thE streNgTh tO sUrvIve TMR!!!!

-bYe fOlks-

2005-03-18T05:31:00.000-08:00

fOLlOweD mY unc To His sHop tOday.. caUSe his sHop is Jus NExT ta sCH.. n i NeedEd To gEt sOme bOOks.. bUt The bOoksHop dId not hav Them agaIn. aRgh!! bOUght a 2Nd HAnd ecOns bOok insTead.. caNT waIT anI Longer alThoUgh i raTher haV New BOoks.. BUt fORtunatEly thE ecOns bOok is qUIte New.. thINk the LaSt peRsOn dID noT reaLLy usE mucH of it.:) WooOps..

Got baCk t MY unc's sHop afTer tat ta Help Out.. sEems itS bOominG man.. sOME gUy leFt hIs caR KEys behIINd.. n i wUS kind eNuff ta reurn it To hIm.. hEy.. waD am i TokINg.. i'm alwaeS knd.. Yeah.. sOundS likE as If IT is dIfficUlt For Mi tO bE kiNd.. waRhaha.. Yeah.. HarHas. wAit.. beT lil meI's aT tUition huhs?? harhas.. saY hI on Msn bUt no rePy.. weeHeE..

wEnt To tHe cITy To cOLlect my x-Ray tOdaY.. mY unc dEcIdEd to seNd mi..cLdn't bUy sTufF..:( Harhas.. wElls.. vIsITed KingspArk Too.. wAlked aRd lukINg at waR memoriaLs....
hMmM... leaRnt sUmthin NeW tOOs.. thEres a eRy unusUAl plaNT tat LuKs lIKe a bOy wITh sPiKEy haIR.. n The trUnk is blaacK in cOlour.. MY unc saId tat ITs caLLed blAcK BOY.. waRhhas.. Yeah.. cOol..

WeLls.. sTill hav lotsa HomewORk To finisH... mathS!! eCons!! n cOmS.. aRgh!!

BeAuTifUl saVior
WondErful counselloR
cLothe in maJEsTy
loRd OF hIstory
U're thE waY thE trUTh n thE LIfE!!!.....

sTar of The MorNIng
gLorIous in hOlinEss
u'Re the Risen ONe
HeaVen's cHAmpIon
U reIGn overaLL.........(casTing cRowns)

Oohs.. MEt mY BB(bOys' bRigaDe) sEnioR at curtIn thIS morNIg.. cOol.. at LEast fOund anoTer PErsON wHu wIll be LIkrLY to gO sHoPping wITh mi. wEehE.. harhas.. Yea...

wEll fOlks.. tats aLl fer Todae!! wadssUp dUck?!?!?

2005-03-17T05:22:00.000-08:00

HMM.... wElls Wells.. TodaY wAs a aNOTher of of LonG leEsions n lectUres. aRgh!! eCons is NOt an easY subJecT manx.. YEah.. LOtsa MemorIsing n sTuff ta do..

oH aNIWaes.. i wEnt fOR X-Rays n STuff tadae n i fOUnd sHops!!! after LIvINg aT the fArm-sIDe fer thE past Two Weeks!!(exaGgeRated) harhas/.. Yea.. sHoo im gOINg dOWn to peRth City tMRs ta sHop fer nougats n cLothes.. wEehEe..

Hav Lotsa hOMewORk ta cOMpleTe tOOs.. wIll try Ta cOMplete them Tmr!! soo tat my weekEnd wOld Be an EnjOYabLE on!! :)

if We r The bODy.. wHy Rn't hIs arms reacHin??
WhY aren't His hanDs hEalINg??
wHy rn;t hIs wOrds teacHing

If we R the bOdy wHy Rn'T hIs fEet gOinG??
Why is His LOvE noT sHowINg??
IS There a WaY??
CaUSe JeSus is The Way....

OHs. Did i saY tat i haDta tOp up anOTher 50 bUcks into MY PHone caRd?/ harhas.. OKAE.. tats aNOTher thINg i havTa cOntRol man..:)

wHO am i
that the Eye tat sees MY sIn
wld Luk on mi wITh love..
N watch MI rISe again.

wHo m i??
tAT the vOice tat caLm thE sea..
wLd caLL OUt thRu the RaIN...
n caLM the StoRm in mi!!

noT bcos of Whu i am...
bUT becOs of wat u've Done...
NOT Becos of waD i've Done...
BUT BECOS OF WHU U R!!!

IM n Urs.. n wHu sHall i feaR............................

hmM.. sTill waItINg fEr mY sUpa smaRt fRen ta hElp mi InseRt thE sOng InTo my bLogGie!! wEehEe..

wHu am i?? sOmeTIMe i Jus asK mysElf..
*wHat On eaRth aM i HErE for??*

*thE reaSon is Him*(caStINg cRowNs)

2005-03-15T17:34:00.000-08:00

OkaE.. tesTin 1 2 3....

2005-03-15T17:29:00.000-08:00

Yea.. cOol bLoG sKIn huh?? dONe By sI hUA.. YEa.. perfeCtLY dOne.. thANks HUa..

2005-03-13T06:58:00.000-08:00

PhEw.. OKAe.. wad a day i had man.. wOohOOo.. oKAE.. nvm.. hMm.. wEnt tO chURch thIS mOrNIng.. cOOl serVICe... Yea.. meT new frEns yea.. cOol..

lata. hmMm. wEnt To a cHinesE fOod cOurt ta eaT.. fOod not Too bad.. haD a bOwl Of dUck NOodLE for 7 aUssie?? Yea.. quIte ex Though.. Phew.. HMmm.. hm.. okae..fEeling thE pressUre fRm sOme person NOw.. pesterINg mi ta wRite More wEn im sTrugGling dOwn Here?? harhas. JUs FinisHed dInNer.. had BBQ at MY cOUsIN's HousE.. cRabs?? mussles?? wINgs,cHic n bEef?? yea.. gUesS its abOut al of iT.. fIsh?? yea..

frEns caMe dOwn to eaT toos. PLAyed CS wIf cOusins..argH!! gUess i reaLLyNEed a LAppy!1 argH!! Yeah.. i NOe sUmone's irritateD bY mi saYin tat agaIN.. bUt i really really......................... alRyte. forGEt it.... JUs fInisHed MY asSignMents. Yeah. sTill LUking hIgh n lOw fOr mY eCons Buk at MY bOoksHop.. bUt they R stiLl outa sTocK!! argh!! why why?/ hee.... yar.. OAE.. let mi sae sUMtin abt MY fIrst dae at scH.. i had to LUk at thE map everywhere i walked.. Its LIke sHoo paisEh,.. its Like.. NEWBIE NEWBIE!! harhas. Yea.. hAd acc. lesON fOR LIke 2 hRs n wUs Given 20 miNs To gO bUy my accOuntS bOok.. i tOOk 15 MinutEs tO fINd The bOoksHop caUse it wUs sHoo sMall on thE map.. its like The mosT impt PLAce n it ws incRedibLy tIny-wInNy man! aRgh! omIgOsh... n Yea.. i wUs late For cLass.. had To expLain to my TeacHer tat i cLd not fInd my way.. ARgh!! harha.. bUt thE teacHers r cOol.. yea. if lIke thEy sEe u usINg ur phONe in cLAss thEy wLd gO like.. HEy! hElLo?? dUn bE disResPectfUl.. harha.. ITs LIke sHoo much dif Frm s'pore.. s'pore Is lIke.. gImie Ur phONe.. n geT it bacK frm mI at thE end of The teRm..yea.. if nOT gEt ur pareNts to caLl mi haras.. i mean its Not Tat i had My phOne cOnfiscated B4.. Yea.bUt thIS shLd be dONe at free wIll kinda thiNG.. harha.. yea.. dIff way of deaLINg wIf sTudeNTs huh??

argh! my pInKy's geTTing exausTed man.. harha....

arh..

OKAE.. thINk ill havta toP up my Phone CaRd Tmr or sUMThin.. its left wiF 13 ceNts. harHas... thAt wUs faST man..

nEeda cOntrOl alreaDi.. wEehEe.. harha... yeaH.. OKIe dOKies eVeryone.. Im tIRed. comps tired.. tats all fOlks!! Tata!!!

2005-03-12T05:22:00.000-08:00

WeEhEe... cOpiNG fINE at CurtIN at The MOment.. cOlLege hEre's cOOl.. leaRnt thE aUssIE cUltURe.. qUIte dIffereNT fRoM sIngaPore.. ITs LIke fRee Kinda Thing.. u Wont be PressUREd To fInish up HomewORk OR aSsigNmeNTs.. u Like hav a chOIce?? yea.. cOol huh?? its Like Do it If u want to Kinda thINg.. bUT its The exam At thE eNd OF tHe semesTer That KeEps all OF us FocUsSed.. yup yup.. wEll.. hMM..

Jus had a cool dInner aT a ChinEse ResT. neaRby My hOuse.. Gud Food.. wUS MY trEat tO my coUSin n aNOTher fren oF hIS.. it wUs like?? $60?? yea.. bUT we ordered LIKe MusseLS,sWeet n sOur POrk.. remiNds MI of sissY Porkk argH!! bUT nevermINd.:) n two fRied rICe sqUId?? hot plate.. n fISh n cHips. Yea,.. thINk my aPpetite Is gEttINg beta hEre man.. ITs LIke eat eat Eat aLlt thE waY. harha... wEn swIMMing at an indOOr swImMing Pool thIS afTErnoOn tOOs.. haD a MiNI Pool PLAygRoUNd In IT.. qUIte fUn..(oPPs) haD thE JumPing sPrINgy thING toos.. JUmpeD reaL hIGh n laNDed Flat on mY tUmmy.. arGH.. vEri red NOw.. hhah.. cOOl.. bacK fLips n sTuff.. weNt sWimMing aftEr plaYin. greaT exErcISe aFtEr alL thE eatIN. yea..

thINk i Havta waTcH MY sPeNdIN. ITs rUnNINg dOWn thE draIN LIke raIN waTer man.. Harhaz.. yEa sTill MIss fRens back at hOmetOWn s'Pore..:) HMm.. wad eLse huh?? JUs caME bacK frM a CS lan sHop.. plaYed With sOme loCals.. Yea.. praiSe God tat MY vIsa thiNGy is Going ON sMootHLY sHoo far.. yea,.. SeE a litTle LIght at tHe enD of thE tUnNel alReadi..:) gLAd GOd's In cOntrOl yea..

OKie. thINk tats The eNd tODae.. wEehEe.. hOPe lIl mei haS gOt my bLOgie sTuf dOne Huh?? heExx God BleSs!! <"(((><

2005-02-27T21:43:00.000-08:00

HmMM.. This IS it!! thE releasINg of MY resUlts.. Hmm.. Wld sKIp on IT if i cLd.. do i reaLLy havta Go thRu thIS?? BY the Time i eND thIS post i'll be on my Way to sEe my ResULTs.. URgH!!! sHall waLk IN fAith thaT my God ShAll sUpply My NEeds.. and beHold.. i am wITh u always, untIL the eND of thE aGe!! matt 28:20... The ProMIses OF tHe LOrd R sURe,like trIEd silvEr...psalm 12:7HmM.. OOh.. ITs alReaDy 1.45!! aRgh!!! ITs gEtting ClosEr!! God!! i'm haNging On to U!! ShAll Giv u Glory If mY reSulTs r acceptaBle..:) People reaDing MY bLOgy can Hold mi accountabLE to tat yeah.. Is anythINg tOo marvelous For thE lord To dO?? genesis 18:14..i havE LOved u With an everlastINg lOVE!! says the lORd!! jeremiah 31:3.. my strONg tower my reFuge!! "gOEs thE sONg i'm lisTenINg to at the MomeNT"as i set my heart on u u deliver mi!! u hav set mi on High.. i call upon ur name my king,u hav rescued mi,im coveredby ur arms of love.. i rise with u MY KINg... my jesus my salvation,my shelter is in You!! GoeS thE sONg! is ThIS a sIgn thaT God Is sHowINg mi that He's IN total cOntRol?? total trust in u LoRd!!!! ..........................................................................................................................<"(((><

2005-02-22T18:09:00.000-08:00

sTiLl thInkinG aBt thE resUlts.. gOSh.. iTs amazIng how cLose The releasINg of thE resUlts caN geT u closEr to God.. haV bEen cRyIng Out to God to at leasT put mi Ina reasOnabLe cOurSe.. manY thINgs cRosSed my Mind.. wIll gOd Put mi in a Totally LousY n ulu ulu cOurSe?? Is God eVEn lisTeNing?? r my PraYers Loud eNOugH to ReacH abOve The galaxIes?? sHoo MightY is His haNd.. haV neVEr tHaUght aBT sUmthINg fOr sOlOng in mY liFe.. gOSh.. thE resUlts THingy is raLly fReaKkyYiinngG me Out.. aRgh!!!!! I'm laYing down at Ur fEet Oh LorD.. hElp mi To trUSt u,hElp mi To pUt my totaL faIth in u(alThOugh its alMost imposSibLe fOr mi) i waNt to leaVe it all to u...................................................

2005-02-22T05:45:00.000-08:00

hmM.. sTill waITing anxiously fOr resUlts... HmMMm..

2005-01-27T01:08:00.000-08:00

helloooo... hah.. had to post dis entry so dat i can see da whole outcome.

well well, how's dis skin? do u call dis gd taste? hahaha...

i dunoe la.. u can change it when u find other nicer skins and pls edit da things okayy.. i din noe wad u wanna put so din change it for u.

anyway, please DO NOT anyhow change anything or delete anything in da template section if u dunnoe wad it is.. yeapps.. pic of guitars(wad u like) and dark colous(wad u wanted)..

*samanthaa. =)